A while back I read an article that described the differences between how men fantasize about cis-gender women masturbating, and how most cis-gender women actually do masturbate.
The author (a cis-gender woman) described her masturbation practice as a somewhat haphazard, fast and furtive process.
Her description of female masturbation seemed very similar to the way a 14-year-old boy probably masturbates- under the covers at night, stifling his sounds of pleasure, hoping-to-god no one comes in before he’s finished.
Hell, forget a 14 year old boy, that sounds like the masturbation modus operandis of most adults I know, regardless of gender.
Minding our P’s and Q’s…Privately, Quietly and Quickly!
Which got me to thinking about the differences between masturbation and self-pleasure.
Masturbation (which literally translates as “to disturb”) is the familiar scenario I described above, which 99.9% of adult humans can probably relate to.
So what is self-pleasuring? And how (besides the name), does it differ from our usual self-stroking?
Religious conditioning in our society has taught us that self-stimulation is shameful, wrong, dirty, embarrassing, etc. Especially for those of us with female genital anatomy.
We know that people do it, and for cis-gender men, it’s accepted as normal, but it’s frequently thought of as a way to release physical and emotional “urges”.
Masturbation is essentially approached as a way to get rid of “too much” energy or emotional agitation. A form of stress release, which yes, it absolutely can be.
But that’s not ALL self-stimulation can be used for- as just a genital pressure valve so to speak.
These subtle fluctuations of pleasure, energy, and arousal are a sort of language, and when we take the time to notice the ebb and flow of sensation, (our awareness, our breath), the act of self-stimulation becomes an internal dance of self-discovery and self-awakening.
When we approach self-stimulation with an attitude of self-love and exploration, a new realm of personal connection, personal intimacy, and personal empowerment is awakened.
No longer does our sexual satisfaction lie in the hands of another!
We become responsible for our own sexual enjoyment, and we become personally empowered by the ability to meet our own needs for sexual satisfaction.
No more furtive rubbing under the sheets, choking back moans of pleasure, while we attempt to set a new world record for the quickest climax!
Self-pleasuring is an act of love– we are literally making love with ourselves, and as we all know that takes time.
How much time is up to you, but I recommend setting aside a good half-hour to an hour at least, just to be with yourself and explore your sexual sensations.
In masturbation, orgasm is the goal, and we are aiming to achieve that goal as quickly and quietly as possible.
With self-pleasuring, well, the pleasure itself is the goal…. and the self-discovery that arises naturally as a result of taking time and awareness to explore our sexuality.
My personal self-pleasuring practice has facilitated the healing of some of my deepest emotional wounds.
I have healed pains that I did not even know existed, and have been rewarded with greater self-connection, self-confidence, and an inner sense of personal empowerment that only comes from directly experiencing your darkest demons, and recognizing them as unclaimed fragments of your own soul.
It is a practice that I recommend to men and women professionally and privately and an integral part in becoming a wholly integrated and healthy sexual human being.
Tyomi’s 90 day Master Your Orgasm Course is her “thesis” for the 2018 Authentic Tantra Certification Program and is offered with our guidance and supervision 🙂
Please note~This program is offered for those with female genital anatomy. For folks with male genital anatomy we reccomend our Ejaculation Mastery for Men program.
*The Tantra Mastery Training Program does not require approval by the registrar of the private Training Institute Branch (PTIB). As such, the registrar did not review this program.